In life there are always good and bad memories that might happen. My life here in UP was a 3-in-1 mixture of memories. I have good and bad memories and memories wherein I have felt nothing (as if i don't exist). Yes, it is true. Maybe if we will account all the things that happened in my life, this situation might be one of those that greatly affected me. Loosing a friend is one of the things I prayed not to happen to me but because it might be what is really meant for me then this fear of mine did happened. The worst is , the reason behind our static relation with each other were all because of how the people around us reacted on our closeness. You cannot deny the fact that love may come in any time of your life because love can be felt by each pumping heart. But sometimes it is not right also if we will not think of the feelings and reactions of the person whom you expresses your love to. This may lead to heartaches and frustrations.
With the span of time, the friendship we had was somehow special. At first, as i heard about what the others thought about our closeness, i then felt very awkward towards her. But because of an incident where a friend of mine told me about a fact, it somehow made me feel more awkward towards her and at the same time confused. With that, we learned that sometimes if things are not meant to be, you yourself must learn to sacrifice. With that sacrifice, you cannot deny the fact that there may be hurts and pains that you may feel. She had sacrifice our friendship for the sake that people will stop making hasty generalizations. With that the friendship we had disappeared like a bubble. The only left in us are the memories that we have shared before. I know that as we step out on this journey in life we all learned from what had happened to us. I hope that as I graduate, i may have the chance to apologize to all the people whom I have misunderstood with. The bond of friendship might be not as good as before but time will come. There is nothing in this world that is impossible. This was then my first time to have felt this down.
Currently i am now in my Senior year. I have grown to a young lady who have been in to many instances of giving up. Thankful i maybe that I have overcome all of this that happened to me. With these experiences,I have learned to be strong. Strong in the sense that i was able to overcome all the bad things that happened in my life. Time had been running so fast and sooner we will all part away from each other. It is not that easy to forget all the memories that i have shared with my batch mates. I have known them since the beginning 'til the end. I witnessed how each and every one of us grow,. They serve as the treasures in my treasure box. The feeling in high school is not the same with what is happening during elementary. This maybe the special part of my life, this is because I learned a lot of things from them. Some may have influenced me, others may have affected me, others may have changed me but for me, the best thing that happened in my life is that I have them and I am thankful that I spent my high school life with them.
God speed guys!!!!!
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